Saturday 14 April 2012

Hangovers urgh!

I woke up this morning. Hungover. Thought to myself, fuck it, i'll get McDonalds for breakfast, i drank so much last night i had to have put on weight. Braced myself for the scales.....................

48.7kgs.............. (107.1lbs)

I have lost 0.3kg! After having a slice of pizza at my friends place and 5 or 6 beers (131cals each) i'm so surprised! I did however stay awake til 3am with this guy, so we probably burnt a lot of calories ;-)

But cause i had lost weight, i've only had a coffee. It's amazing the power of the numbers on the scale, if i had of gained weight i'd be sitting here, shoving my face full of shitty crappy Macca's. But i've lost, so i continue to have will-power.

3.7kg to go to my midway goal. 8.7kg to my ultimate goal.

I can do this!!!!!!!!!!

much love everyone!

Think think, stay strong!

Thursday 12 April 2012

49.0kgs!!!

Goal Weight 1 has been achieved!! So excited! I was going to get a spray tan as my rewards but I think I'll go a set of acrylics instead!! My daily food as been something along these lines:

Breaky: Coffee and skim milk + ciggie (45cals)
Lunch: Vegimite sandwich [at 11.30am with the kids from work] (150cals ish)
            Special K or Sultana Bran with skim milk [after 12noon] (160-173cals)
            Sometimes some breakfast bikkies (230 cals)
Afternoon Tea: 2 snacks between 57-116 cals. Sometimes i only have 1 snack, depends on how hectic the day has been.
Dinner: 2 Tooheys Extra Dry (131 cals each, 262 cals total) and a few ciggies

Even on a bad day i'm usually under 1000cals. It's been working!!

YAY!!!!!!

Think Thin, Stay Strong!
NoDisplayName!! xoxoxx

Monday 9 April 2012

I'm getting stronger!

So i'm back to 49.7kgs. I've got my treadmill set up and i'm on a roll. I can do this!!!! I CAN!!

Monday 2 April 2012

Help!!!

Help! Help me!! I'm close to binging!! I'm hungry but I'm not and I've already binged once today, I had a handfull of lollies and half a packet of shapes!!! I'm going crazy! I think I might cry. I have work tomorrow so I need both my physical and mental strength! *sobs*

Damn Aunt Flo

I was wondering mid-morning why I was lethargic and not feeling myself, then I remembered I had gotten my period (Aunt Flo) this morning. I can't wait to be skinny enough that i loose my period! I hate it, it's a disgusting gross thing, proves that if there is a God, he is most certantly a man! No woman would make this a monthly thing!!

So i weighed in this morning at 49.5kg again. I'm pretty happy about that considering my birthday party. I had eaten Shapes busicuts, a sausage and an egg on a white bread roll, plus oreo cheesecake i'd made myself and a few lollies (or candy or whatever you call them in your country!). I didn't have dinner last night, but i had two friends over and i made them steak and egg bread rolls (no more breadrolls left for me, yay!).

I finished one of my assignments today and sent it to my tutor for proof reading. I had another 2 Units sent to me as well so i'm getting through it all slowly. I have one i'm meant to be working on today but i've lost my motivation.

Such is life.

Sunday 1 April 2012

Happy after-sleeping birthday to me!

Weighed in at 49.5kg when i woke this morning, i lost 0.7kg again!!! Gosh i'm doing to well!! I'm so proud of myself! Nearly at GW1. Hells yeah!!

Lets hope my party filled with sausages, steaks, white bread and lollies wont be too tempting. If i plan it right, i could just get away with maybe one sausage and lots of salad. Fingers crossed!!

Think thin, stay strong!!

NoDisplayName xo

Happy birthday to me!

It's my birthday today, one of the many lucky people to be born on April Fools Day!!

It's 1.15am here and i just weighed myself (50.1kg) but last night i weighed myself before bed then when i woke up and i lost 0.6kg overnight so i'm hoping i'll be under 50 for my bday party. I had another friends party to go to tonight and i managed to get away without eating a sausage, i did however have 2 bits of Double Brie cheese on water crackers and some Shapes, but i'm feeling ok with that cause i managed to avoid the sausage on white bread. i also had a few smokes so i think i was able to hide the fact i barely ate!!

i found this saying the other day, and i LOVE it. it has been my mantra, repeating over and over in my head, especially when i'm having a smoke:

Coffee and smokes
and cold diet cokes
that's what pretty girls are made of

It's a play on the old rhymes:
sugar and spice
and everything nice
that's what little girls are made of


frogs and snails
and puppy dog tails
that's what little boys are made of

I love it so much cause that has been my main intake lately, except i drink Pepsi max don't diet coke. i prefer the taste of max.

so i will fill you guys in tomorrow if i find the time of how much i weighed in on my birthday. I don't count my morning weigh in until after i've slept.

Think thin, stay strong

NoDisplayName